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Reviewers, Critics, and Literati

January 11, 2013 by fpdorchak

English: Human figure with thought bubbles
What are YOU thinking? (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Recently, I’d read a post about critics, and it kinda struck a nerve. Though I had a bit to say in my comments, I’d not discoursed on my thoughts about the need for critics. I thought it, too, might take of a bit of time, then, yesterday, thought, huh, why not post about it.

Much of my comments centered on the ideal versus the practiced. In practice I’ve found that most critics outside of my university days seem to attack and tear down, rather than try to really understand and probe a piece of writing and its meaning (of course, that could also be a sad reflection of the state of publishing…but I’m thinking not…). Again, I admit, I’m not what I’d consider “well read.” I read a fair amount, and even widely, but I’m certainly no Marc Schuster. Now, I have no literary degrees (B.S. in Physics with an astronomy emphasis; minor in German, though was one class shy of a dual minor, in Philosophy), am largely self-taught in the world of writing, but I have a reasoning, critical mind. Though I never “used” my degree in the outside world, it taught me something most valuable:  critical thinking.

Okay, it taught me all kinds of theory and cool, astronomical stuff, but it also taught me how to think.

And all the philosophy courses I took also honed my critical facilities, though, in truth I must admit that I’ve always been one to take up a discussion and debate my way in, around, and out of paper (and plastic!) bags. I love discussion. Love thinking. In high school, one of my nicknames was “the Philosopher.”

So, when it came to others foisting their unbidden opinions on me, I’ve never been one interested in them [in this respect:  which books I should read and what they’re “about”]. I felt I would make up my own mind on whatever it was I wanted to read, or watch, or listen to, and not have someone else hand me their opinion on the matter. After all, that was what book covers were for, right? I also didn’t want to be influenced by their opinion when getting into whatever it was I read or watched.

But, this is a multi-edged sword (just run with it…).

Creativity.

Creativity is rampant and part and parcel to life. Wherever there is anything, someone, or All That Is, will create a variance to said “standard.” It is the way of life. So, if someone—anyone—does anything in life, there will be another out there quick to comment. And this means for good or ill.

Time.

In an age where we all actually have the luxury of time like never before, we find ourselves inundated with ever-more leisurely pursuits. We have, perhaps the argument can be made, too many choices. So…we subcontract out. We allow others to do some or all of the work for us. Reviewers, critics, friends, Romans, and countrymen/women.

Human Nature.

It is Human Nature to look at the world and impart our perspective, our interpretation to it. You might say it is our fundamental right to do so. It is what being Human is all about. Living life. And in living life, we have to make decisions. We have to reason, conclude, interpolate, summarize, and assimilate. All this and more. It is…what Humans do.

Needs.

One might well say that “needs,” by definition, are not relative. They’re must-haves, or they’d be called, well, something else—like wants. But, in the realm of “needs,” there is the innate need to grow in whatever it is we’re doing. If we’re building a mouse trap—we strive to build a better mouse trap. Creating a book—write The Great <insert nation> Novel. But while most to many of these needs perhaps orbit around individuals, I feel there is a larger, gestalt, or en masse need of Human Nature to actually better itself. And when anyone individually does anything…it translates into or over to The Whole. Since Humanity is made up of all of us myopic individuals, how can our actions—however perceived as minute—not affect us all.

So, okay, I’ve rambled on here, but how does it all impact the need for reviewers, critics, or the literati in general?

We are not perfect. We’re Human. But, subconsciously or consciously…we try. For the most part, I argue, we mean well. When we attempt to wrap our heads around concepts, ideas, to then try to express those to others not so innately inclined, we help them to understand those same concepts. Help them to learn and to grow. In the process, we’re expressing portions of our beings “built” to do whatever it is we’re doing.

Reviewers, critics, or any other “–ati,” are expressing portions of their beings that beg for attention (not “Hollywood” attention, but “physical, in-this-moment,” Life expression). They are expressing the creativity of life itself in examining life itself, and turning that back on itself in a learning and growing capacity. Even the much ballyhooed Amazon reviewers are doing the exact same thing, “though with smaller words.”

All—each and every one of us—are trying to figure out what it means to live and to grow in our physical existence, how to best express ourselves. Now, in the process, some will come off as abrupt, condescending, arrogant. Those involve more personal learning experiences for the parties involved, whether as the instigator, direct target of a review, or as a much-removed party simply reading the review “from afar” (it will affect you—why is that? How will it? What emotions are invoked?). I do believe in the metaphysical (I studied the philosophy of religion in my university coursework, as well as on my own), and everything is tied to everything else. That’s my opinion; it doesn’t have to be yours. But when it comes to declaring whether or not critics are a necessity, you might as well debate whether or not a flower is needed.

Filed Under: Leisure, To Be Human, Writing Tagged With: Creativity, Critical thinking, Critics, Human nature, Literati, Philosopher, Philosophy, Reviewers, Thought

2013! Welcome To It and Barreling Forward!

January 4, 2013 by fpdorchak

2013. Barreling forward. (Photo: By M@rcello;-) )
2013. Barreling forward. (Photo: By M@rcello;-) )

Well.  We made it.

No Mayan Apocalypse.

No fiscal cliffs.

No um…a third thing, I need a third thing….

Okay, no third thing.

New years are cool.  So are Julys. And Decembers. But, New Years are cool. Whether or not we admit to it, I believe we all kindasortado look forward to a “starting over” of sorts. I think it’s part of being Human (so I fall a trifle short, here [I’m told], by some of my friends). I mean, at the least, the Gregorian calendar is a limited time, 365/366 days. It comes to an end every, uh, year. So, it’s only natural to look back over the course of it and relive all the good and the bad, the exhausting…and just plain be…tired. Want to take a break—start over. No harm. No foul. Just Human Nature.

My 2012 was actually a blast. Had a good share of trips, road and air. And got a great start to a new novel—a series, actually. It’s kinda turning into a Romancing The Stone-meets-The X-Files (only because I’m in Peru—in the story, not physically, as I write this post—which is soon to change; started in New York, jetted to France, ended up in Peru—again, all on paper—wish I could say I actually went to these places, but, hey—New Year!). It’s coming along actually quite well, and is taking up lots of my time (finally!). Earlier in the year it was taking a while to get things going, but now, it finally has a life of its own, and I’ve passed the 300-page/50K words mark with still plenty to write, including a bit of back filling with a cool, evil, conspiratorial sub-plot I came up with <evil, rubbing-of-hands gesture>.

Christmas and New Year’s went well, though I got sick in between. I’m not dead yet, as Monty Python is want of saying, so am near 100%.

So, leaving 2012 and barreling into 2013, I want to thank all my followers and readers! And, yes, I’m doing my best in trying to keep up with all your blog posts! The weird thing is when you select “Follow,” you actually have to, you know, read the blogs (well, you don’t really have to do anything, but that brings up moral and ethical issues, for me…). It’s like the Seinfeld episode regarding “taking” and “holding” rental car reservations. “Anyone (fingers flicking through the air) can “Follow” a blog…but the trick is in actually reading the blog…. ”

Anyway, I’m in there, so thanks for your time and your words!

Thanks to my family and friends, both virtual and in-my-face! You all make life fun and worth living! Keep things real!

Thanks to my agent. I know, it’s been a slog, but you’ve stuck with me and believe in me. I know, it’s a weird market out there, and I’ll keep the rest of my thoughts on it clean and family oriented by just stopping there.  Thanks, again, Cherry!

I’d also like to thank what I hope will be my editor-to-be (you know who you are)! Thanks for you cornering me, in April, at that conference, and talking with me about the series idea. Thanks for giving me the tracks on which to place my train (oh, no, you di’n’t! add “that” word!)-of-a-story to barrel forward (noting a trend, here?). It’s given me a new direction. Hope we can do business in the coming year. Maybe even make you a tad paranoid once you read it (the Truth is Out There).  :-]

Thanks to the Metaphysical! Thanks to All That Is (some call This “God”) and to all those nonphysical mechanics (others might term these things angels, Fate, or whatnot; I don’t believe in them [okay, maybe the “whatnot”], hence my term) hard at work behind the curtain of my life! I am appreciative to all my “other selves,” my oversoul, any “Silver Beings,” and what/whomever else is at work at creating and guiding my life, including in-this-moment, little-old-me. Thanks, self, for being you!

Thanks to anyone else I might have missed. Or did miss.

So. Think that covers things. Thanks for stopping by, hope you continue to, and hope you all have had a similarly great Holiday Season, minus the sickness (unless you were listening to Disturbed), and have a similarly outstanding new year!

2013.

Bring it.

Filed Under: Fun, Leisure, To Be Human, Writing Tagged With: 2012, 2013, Holidays, Monty Python, New Year, Romancing The Stone, Seinfeld, The X-Files

Twilight Zone Marathon—2012/2013!

December 31, 2012 by fpdorchak

Well, here it is, the day we all wait for, for many reasons!

1959 Series Logo
1959 Series Logo (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

If you’re like me, besides the day off so close to other days off, you’re checking out the DVR, test running it, giving it practice runs by recording other shows more and more, and of longer and longer duration you’re not gonna watch, only to delete them, polishing the box (make sure you lift the box and also get the top and bottoms), running diagnostics, and generally sweet talking the heck out of it, telling it how wonderfully it’s been performing for you the past year. “Flight testing” all the remotes, and hiding them (and the instruction manuals for non-remote control of the DVR) from all other family members. You might even <choking back a tear, here…> buy it a present. Like a wireless router <excuse me…I need a moment…>.

Why?

Three words:  Twilight Zone marathon, baby!

Okay, four.

Some of the best television ever. And right now, recording away are many, many DVRs. And the winners in this marathon…are the viewers (okay, and I’m sure the Serling estate and the SyFy channel).

We are all winners in this marathon. Yes, you can actually say “we’re all winners,” and not get body slammed into the nearest wall by the competitive of us. So, go ahead, there’s still time, it’s just started! Set your DVRs, Edward, you know you want to—and enjoy the run!

Just make sure to hydrate-hydrate-hydrate!

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Filed Under: Fun, Leisure, Metaphysical, Spooky, To Be Human, Writing Tagged With: New Year's Day, Seeker of Truth, Shadow & Substance, SyFy, Twilight Zone

Dracula

December 7, 2012 by fpdorchak

Dracula, by Bram Stoker
Dracula, by Bram Stoker

Dracula.

The name immediately conjours up fantastical images personal to each of us.

I first read Dracula in high school. I’ve since read it four times: first, third, and fourth times in the version to the left (Dell, ISBN 0-440-92148-1), and the second time an abridged version (by Nora Kramer) put out by Scholastic Books Services (curiously no ISBN is to be found on the book), third printing, August 1975. Since I’m working my own novel manuscript, it has taken me a while to get through it (about 40 days). I started it a week before Hallowe’en. I’ve been wanting to reread it again for years.

And so refreshing a re-reading it was!

Dracula is so well done, and is written from a point of view (POV) that is “outside the [vampiric] box,” pardon the pun. I love how it’s not a straightforward, real-time POV, that the story is woven together through an after-the-fact presentation of diaries and letters. Doing it this way lends a bit more of a sense of urgency, if that makes any sense, a much more palpable sense of dread. Like, good Lord, what has just happened and who lived through it? What have these people been through, and what are they doing this very minute (okay, I know, it was written in 1897…)?

Sure, there are definitely archaic turns of phrase, flowery prose, and the portrayal of women as frail and to-be-watched-out-for weak constitutions, but the story remains—to me—as powerful and hypnotic as it was when it was first penned and captured the imagination of all who read it. I’m not going to get into any “writerly criticisms” because they’re all so minor, as compared against the gestalt experience of reading this novel, I don’t want to detract from that experience, nor present them for other readers to look for.  I felt Mr. Stoker did it an extremely superior job of writing, given the state of writing at the time. See this fascinating 36:23 video on the origins of Dracula (disturbing imagery is presented).

And, most of all, I loved—thoroughly enjoyed—how Mr. Stoker portrayed the vampire (BTW, I prefer the spelling “vampyre“).

I mean, look at that face. There was nothing nice nor attractive about him. Stoker made his vampires to be feared. I’ve read much has been made about the sexual subtext throughout the novel. Well, to me, there was not so much “sexual” as sensual subtext. As well as words and descriptions “of the day” used in writing the novel. But if there is so much buried sexual innuendo in Dracula, then you must also apply such “buried innuendo” to everyday life: to nuts and bolts, tacos, or inserting your hand into a glove, for crying out loud, because the “parallels to sex” are everywhere—if you want them to be. Or maybe, it just shows that everything is related to everything else (synchronicity). It is everyone’s right—even privilege—to interpret the world as they will and must, but just as many make much of such a male-dominated world stomping down the female spirit, I turn it back around in my belief in simultaneous lives/reincarnation, in which we all experience the flip sides to “the coins of our lives.” But still having just read this book, I just don’t see mountains of buried sexual innuendo…but do see loads of sensual expression from a creature who cannot help but experience physical sensation in being so close to another in taking their lives (i.e., the biting of necks). What might also be sensual to us…may not be sensual to the “Un-dead.” We derive pleasure from “necking” our loved/lusted ones, but the contrast can be made that Dracula has twisted what we find pleasurable into something evil and heinous. Perhaps Stoker’s symbolism was unconscious…perhaps he did this all on purpose. To give us a curious pleasure-and-pain juxtaposition.

Or, maybe, like one reviewer stated, “Heaven forbid someone just write a cool story.”

Back to the vampire.

They were evil, cunning, and ultimately cruel (e.g., the Count’s treatment of Renfield upon his failure to satisfy his will—nasty). Were all about luring the uninitiated into their folds. They possessed a”child brain.” They were fierce. Any sensuality was for literal blood lust. The consumption of what gives both the vampire and the non-vampire life.

They were to be feared.

They were not something to have coitus with. To idolize and faint over, because they were oh-so drop-dead (uh, pun kinda intended…) “dreamy.”

They were horrifying.

Again, look at that face.

If you dreamed of vampires, you were on your way out, pal. If you saw Will-o-the-wisps in moonlight, you knew no kisses nor orgasms were in your near future…only fetid death and wanton soulful destruction. They were also rare. Not a case of everyone-and-your-brother being a vampire in today’s hip, fictional worlds.

That’s the vampire I like. The heinous, cunning, creepy, rare, in-the-shadows creature of Old World demons and the supernatural, stalking around in deep, rich atmospheric stories.

Denn die Todten reiten schnell, meine Fruende.

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iPad Mini Math is the New Free!

December 3, 2012 by fpdorchak

Thank you, Laura Zigman (and Nichole Bernier, whose tweet brought me here!), for this most-inspired piece!

Filed Under: Comedy, Fun, Leisure, Writing Tagged With: App Store, Apple, IPad, iPad Humor, iPad mini

Dexter

November 28, 2012 by fpdorchak

Deutsch: Logo von Dexter
Deutsch: Logo von Dexter (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Okay, this might surprise you…it might not: I love the ShowTime original, Dexter.

There—I said it.

It feels…kinda freeing!

Why?

Well, the show is about a “good” serial killer. One who kills only the wicked. But, he takes it a wee bit further, in that, well—there’s no mincing words (pardon the pun)—he cuts up his victims, shoves them into bags, and tosses them into the ocean off the coast of Florida. And it’s on ShowTime, so you can imagine some of the scenes.

But hold on just a minute! Stick with me just a little longer.

I almost stopped watching this show in its first and second seasons (not sure exactly where this happened). But, then the producers did something that really got my attention: they stopped focusing on all the gore.

Now, mind you, the writing, acting, story, cinematography—all were absolutely stunning. Intelligently written. Powerful. Brilliant. This show is so damned well-crafted. Those who call the shots did something I really have to laud them for—they could have continued/turned this show into a real gorefest, but they decided to go beyond all the explicit camera shots and focus instead on the story. The characters.

And what an outstanding decision that was.

I still—and never have—agreed with the story’s contention that Dexter became the way he is because he’d watched his own mother butchered at such a tender young age, and had been literally left sitting in an inch or so of her blood and gore in a shipyard cargo container until found by the cops. In my mind, I’d think such an atrocity would scare a human away from such blood and gore…but the human mind can and does react in ways that defy definition. And in my mind, I translate his path in life more to reincarnational events. But whatever the reason, once you get past such logic, the show is perhaps the most powerful thing on TV, paid channel or not. My wife totally nails it in describing this show:

You’re holding your breath. You can’t breathe. You’re on the edge of your seat the entire time.

And only when the episode ends, do you inhale.

Exhausted.

Exhilarated!

But there are only three more episodes left, before the series go off the air. There are always DVDs (which I haven’t checked). But you have to get through the first couple seasons of gore to really get into the spellbinding stories that will abso-frigging-lutely rivet you.

As I’ve talked with my mother and others about this show, I can’t help but wonder what acting (or, er, watching…) in such a show can do to you. Your psyche. Michael C. Hall, who plays Dexter, recently went through a fight with cancer, and the show had to be delayed. But he’s back, and he’s just as powerful and brilliant as ever. All the characters on this show—Dexter Morgan’s sister, Debra (actor Jennifer Carpenter and Michael C. Hall are married in real life—and doesn’t she look like the long-gone Karen Carpenter! Tell me I’m not the only one to see this!); Quinn, Masuka (love his sick humor!), Laguerta, Batista, and father, Harry—are so perfectly cast, so incredibly well-acted. They are jaw-dropping to watch. How they fight with their own demons, many of which are every bit as powerful as the show’s main drive. And some of Dexter’s adversaries (two of my favorite villains are portrayed by John Lithgow and the current one, Ray Stevenson)—man, I’m simply running out of adjectives, here! Chilling!

But, what you do cannot help but transform you.

We can speculate all day back and forth, about why people do what they do, in real life and as actors, but I’m just thankful that the producers took the show in a new direction, took the High Road, because I’m just not a Gore Guy.

Man…I’ve been wanting to write about this for so long. It feels sooo…

Cathartic.

Gonna miss this show.

Okay. Think we’ll cut up some steak tonight.

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Filed Under: Leisure, To Be Human, Writing Tagged With: Dexter, ShowTime

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